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Observational essays

On Looking Longer

Essays that stay with ordinary things past the point of easy conclusions.

Publication note

An irregular serial. A new essay appears when one is ready.

Ongoing4 episodes

Premise

Series premise

Knowing quickly is easy; looking longer is harder. These essays sit with common things, such as waiting, worn objects, and the dark, long enough for the first conclusions to wear off, and they keep the questions that survive.

Contents

Episodes

An irregular serial. A new essay appears when one is ready.
  1. 01While We WaitNEWA dryer's twenty-six minutes, a reply that doesn't come, the three minutes before water boils. Waiting seems less like a test than like a mirror.
  2. 02What Objects RememberNEWA diary holds the self you mean to become; your possessions hold the self you repeated. Testimony from three umbrellas, a mug handle, and a worn shoe heel.
  3. 03The Brightness of NightNEWNight doesn't darken the world so much as lower its brightness. A letter about reading two-a.m. sentences without sending them back.
  4. 04The Second ReadingNEWUnderlines from twelve years ago, messages from three: a day spent rereading, logged hour by hour. The sentences had not moved. A distance had appeared.